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                                                        Anthony Green- She Loves Me So....

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"Make sure all those motherfuckin boys know..."                                                    

Frm the SideK!ck...

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I hate how im feeling right now. I feel as if karma has finally hit me. 

I look back, and im in awe, I can't believe I said and done those 
things to her. But then again, I said and done those things because I now 
realize that i wasn't talking to her, I was talking to someone else.

She was and still is not the same girl I fell in love with. I care soo much about her 
and most of all,i miss her. She's played a big part in my life. I know I can talk shit and 
say all this shit, but I know that no matter what, I'll still love her.

Heh, Now i feel like the fake one. The feelings I feel are soo negative that they 
are really hard to explain and/or express. Id sound pretty crazy if I 
even tried explaining it. I dnt give a fuck wat they say about u or me. 
Fuck them. I love you and I miss you. But things right now are too much 
for any of us. U are a totally diffrent person. A stranger, a stranger 
who needs to grow up and stop acting like a fuckin child. Im not trying to 
give false hope but, hopefully in the future we can start all over or 
get back to where we left off, which ever u prefer. If faith or God has 
that in mind for me or u, good, but for now, u and me need to find ourselves.

I just had to get this down on a note cuz I feel its gonna keep me from going insane. 

This is the only thing that's keeping me from doing something really foolish.

I deserve to be alone. I hate myself...

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"If you allow something soo unnecessary get you down, there no one else 
to blame. I need some thing stronger, something extra strength..."

She's done with me.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

And its...

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                   All downhill from here...

For all you people who...

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                ....are having trouble finding me a gift, You really dont have to get me anything, all i ask is to be cool with me and everyone esle i know... and not to back stabb me . But for those who wanna get me something but dont know where to start, heres a little push for u. Just Google 'em if ur brain dead, You Lazy Asses.

Bday wishlist.
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White Ricta Naturals 52 or 53mm Wheels
Bone Swiss Bearings                                                    
Venture Superlite Trucks (No color)                           
Anything frm brands: Stereo, RVCA, Kr3w (sz Sml)
A black Plain Hoodie Frm either H&M or American Apparel (sz Sml)
Brown or Burgundy/Maroon Skinny Jeans (sz 29 or 30) not too tight plz!
Jpacks, Jedis, or Crimson Nike sbs (Sz 8)
Lakai Koston Selects (you pick the color  Sz 7.5)
Lakai "The Final Flare" 3 disc DVD set
"Hey Arnold!" Full Episode disc set
Skate 2 (ps3)
Decent Running Shoes (sz 8)
New, softer, geetar strings
Arlaine    
 

Ohh and anything from TheBerrics.com
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Sent from the T-Mobile Sidekick®

       The First 3 i pretty much need to assemble my new complete skateboard : ) and for the last gift on the list should be left to Arlaine and no one esle. Soo, there's ur little push. like i said earlier ^ above, "You really dont have to get me anything, all i ask is to be cool with me and everyone esle i know... and not to back stabb me." Alrighty?

yay! 4 more days!

Ohh, n Haffy year n 11 months Hun!

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